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Hope is such a strong word. Right now, just looking at the word H-O-P-E is evoking so many emotions. Anger, sadness, hurts, jealousy mixed with happiness, love and joy. Its a cocktail of emotions intertwined with each other. You can say that I’m in the point of my life where struggling seems to be an integral part of my daily activities. But at the end of the day, there is hope that everything would turn out fine. In the words of delirious. ‘everything little thing’s gonna be alright… every little thing is gonna be ok..’ Its truly amazing how much hope I have. That I owe it all to you. Jesus. Please be true to your word when you say that you will not let my foot slip and.. to the one who watches over me, the one who neither slumbers or sleeps, please like indicate soon that you are not sleeping. I think I’ve struggled enough.
Ok so I guess you all know how much I love Jason Nevins pop remixes.. esp the remixes of Jordin Sparks songs. Here is another one. This is the bomb. I know the lyrics are kinda emo and stuff. But the vocals, chord progression and beats just make it really liberating… i feel happy and full of hope listening to it, which is in like total contradiction to the lyrics. haha.. but its awesome.
haha. I really really really hope so. I need a good day.
Ok i’m really starting to detest school. yes detest. hate is such a mild word to use for what i’m feeling now. i know school is supposed to be the best times of your life etc… but seriously.. i’m going crazy from all this reading and essays and presentations and tests and i really feel stupid. school is not supposed to make u feel this way about yourself. i dont get philosophy of history. I FREAKING MAJORED IN HISTORY … WHO CARES ABOUT WHAT PHILOSOPHERS THINK ABOUT HISTORY. damn compulsory module. vico, hegel, marx. thanks alot. u made life so much easier for me.. boo.
Ok So once again history repeats itself. I’m like a broken vase, waiting to be mended. Just hope I get mended and not get thrown into the rubbish bin.
hahaha.